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Kinata Rin (Dark Savior)
04 March 2009 @ 03:20 pm
Why am I left to feel like a complete and total failure in life? I don't get it. What did I ever do but try and work hard for where I've gotten. A little trouble here and there but I think I've done well. I don't feel like I've done anything anymore.

I don't have a job.

I don't have any money.

I feel like a bum.

I tried so hard to get through school right. Only to have it fucked up right at the end. I'll NEVER get those last two months of school back. "Breach of computer security" my ass! So yeah, there went my college scholarship.

So my life sucks.

Okay I take that back, it doesn't suck. I'm with a great person, whom I love dearly and want to marry. But that doesn't stop me from feeling like crap. I couldn't even help someone i consider to be a sister to me. I couldn't even keep her safe like I promised. I should have been there. I should have been able to help. Now she doesn't want me to do anything with the whole situation. She expects me to sit here and lay back as the guy who hurt her goes off and lives his life. I want so bad to hurt him...to make him suffer. After all that is what I promised her.

I said. "If anyone ever hurts you...I will make them pay." She didn't believe me. But now... I don't know what to do. I'm not talking about killing anyone. Although that was my first thought. He needs to go to jail. If you only knew. Im not gonna say it, but anyone who is smart should already know what i'm talking about. She's 14... and I left her alone... i was always telling her not to go over there... then when I leave...what happens?

-sighs- I can't help but wonder what would have happened if i had stayed...

Maybe this wouldn't have happened. Don't get me wrong. I don't regret moving here... not at all. So don't think that. I just wished I could've protected her... -sighs-

Someone help me.
Current Mood: distressedWhat do I do?
Current Music: Skillet - Falling inside the black
Kinata Rin (Dark Savior)
11 February 2009 @ 05:57 pm
I don't remember.

All I know is that I haven't updated in a while.


It's not like anyone reads this anyways D: But yeah... Writer's Block for me has ended. I guess the new Heroes episodes gave me back my spark... even if they killed off Elle. That made me horribly sad. But anywho... I'm probably gonna trash my old community and do a new one.

I hardly manage the ones I have now >.> Still...

I'm still trying to Balance being an RvB Slash nerd and a Heroes Slash fangirl...

And now my yaoi side is threatening to destroy the world since I've been watching my dorky, yet lovely and sexy bf play Disgaea 3 >.> There is not enough MaoMaz out there, even though it's pretty much Cannon.

Blarg... I think I'm gonna go play FF Tectics Advanced some more ... or write more in my fic.

I guess for those of you who actually visit my journal >.> my fic for you can be found...

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Current Mood: boredYawn
Kinata Rin (Dark Savior)
11 November 2008 @ 06:02 am
Since last nights episode I have decided Sylar/Elle is my main Het. Heroes couple :D And so with that I have made this fanmix. Spoilers on the back cover.

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Current Mood: aggravatedI hate VISTA!!!
Current Music: Sia - Breath Me
Kinata Rin (Dark Savior)
10 October 2008 @ 01:39 am
Yeah... I just wanna randomly post my video for anyone who looks at my journal lol.

Finally I'm falling back in love with the Mylar couple :D

Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
Kinata Rin (Dark Savior)
30 September 2008 @ 11:36 pm
I'm serious...Rooster Teeth reads my mind.

I was writing the fic to go with my pics for all my RvB Slash pics and in the story Church was Alpha... this was before last nights episode was released...long before...like a month before...

They read my fucking mind!!!

Church is Fucking Alpha... I kick so much fucking ass!!! I'm like a fucking mastermind here...I sware. Story is being written soon.

Kinata Rin (Dark Savior)
16 September 2008 @ 05:27 am
I downloaded some text brushes for Photoshop today and decided to make some icons.

Heroes Icons. ^-^

3 Elle/Claire
3 Peter/Sylar
7 Sylar


For all the brushes I used, I give you credit, but I'm not gonna go back and find out all your names so yeah...

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Current Mood: bouncyyay!
Current Music: Lamb - Gabriel
Kinata Rin (Dark Savior)
29 August 2008 @ 12:00 am
Yo... like...yeah...since im like blocked at the moment from writing anything remotely good. I want rp RvB!!! I'm am on yahoo pretty much all the times...oh and MSN...someone get on and give me some RP damn.

Current Mood: boredRAWR
Current Music: Breath Carolina - Don't forget to lock the door
Kinata Rin (Dark Savior)
20 August 2008 @ 11:32 pm
I am currently working on a new picture for the RvB community and a fic. I'm not sure if I want to post my Caboose/Church fic there...I should... I will eventually. >.> Might as well. XD


Yeah..I got rained on today... -_-; It was flamtastic... wtf? oh great...I made up another new word... -sighs- Well... wee ya around...

Somebody IM me on yahoo...I'm bored as fux.

Oh...and... www.youtube/user/whiteangelkrad


Current Mood: bored>.>
Current Music: Kalafina - Oblvious
Kinata Rin (Dark Savior)
19 August 2008 @ 06:23 pm
I drew a few new sketches, just thought you RvB slash lovers would want to see what I've been up to. -_-' Also my internet on my computer isn't working...I blame Vista. So I'm forced to use my sister's computer. So sorry if I don't get my stuff up here as soon as I do it...


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Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
Current Music: There for tomorrow - Pages
Kinata Rin (Dark Savior)
15 August 2008 @ 04:29 pm
I did this a few nights ago while half awake. For some reason I can only do good pictures in the middle of the night. XD

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I suck at Photoshop, but I did a line art version ^-^

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